Finally have the mood to blog again.Was busy working & also there's too many things happened recently.Humans tend to be filled with affections,but i realised i should be more realistic.I know i did alot of foolish things & caused my friends to be worried abt me but rest assured girl,i'll buck up & pull myself out of the hole.

I hope you will be happy.I hope you will enjoy yourself from now on.If i say i had alr let go of the past i would be lying.But give me more time.I can do it,for your sake & also for myself.Same goes to you.Maybe when time goes by we would still be like last time.When we are so buddy. =)

*Although a part of me are still waiting,i promise i wont cause you any disturbance.*

Alright.Need to catch some sleep now as im working tmr.It seems like I haven sleep for a long time ler.(Laughs)
I hope i can get used to this strange place soon! Felt so weird.

Do we still rmb what pull us together?
Do we still rmb the passion we used to have?
Do you still rmb how loving you were in the past?
What causes you to change?To treat me lidat once & again?
I've given up.
On YOU,On OUR relationship.

Do you know how long i've waited?It's not only they are waiting for you.Why do you always think of others then me?All you would say is you THOUGHT i....you THINK that i.....But have you asked me 1st what i wanted?!

Everything i do,you are always the 1st one to appear in my mind.Even im so tired,i would still think for you 1st.Yet i felt i'm wasting my effort.If you dont wan me to go,fine.From now on,i will never join you guys again.

Fuck off everyone.

Didnt manage to update past few days as many things happened.Well,lets not mention those sad issues since it's over.Went MJ-ing with yiru & ph last nite.Lost $24 tgt with Mr.Tan.(sians..)Nvm,i'll have my revenge de!

Planning for bbq tonight but ph thinks it's too troublesome.Indeed it is but it's fun too.Maybe just slack bah.Life seems so meaningless.Everyday thinking of resigning from my job although i still haven found a new one yet.I really cant stand army life anymore.(Laughs.)

Anw,haven got my new phone yet so meanwhile all my posts will be very wordy.Please bear with it! I promise once i got my salary 1st thing i gotta do is RUN to handphone shop den i'll upload many many photos!!Whoo hoo~ think liao also high. Lols.

Chatted with Evelynne ytd & it brought back alot of memories.Esp those days when we were hanging at enter,working at epz & hiap seng & of cos MJ-ing with her.Time flies,i think i've known her for almost 3yrs plus?The only girlfriend that never dirfted away from me.I miss biliiarding with you girl.Waiting for you ok! =)

Alright,i'm gonna go watch my drama again.
*Mr.Tan,please control your temper.It's getting worse hoh. =(

I was so pissed off today at work.Who do you think you are?Just a fcuking old woman with some skills only lor.Wan to play some more right?Sure.I wont lose to you. =)

went home straight after work cos it's reali tiring working in RC.I usually knock off at 9pm,but over there there's always OT of at least half an hour.(Company doesnt pay us OT at all.Not even hours!)But i came to accept it as time goes by.I'm still waiting for a transfer of outlet.(sians~)

Pasar Malam to buy ramli burger for Mr.Tan & me.
Waiting for him to come back home cos we planning to go JB eat KFC.However,he couldnt knock off early so have to cancel.End up we went Marina Barriage instead.AND,it's raining.which means we are so steady to go & meet them so we chiong in the rain.(Whoo hoo~)Who can be MORE steady den us?!(Laughs)

Met a new friend,Mei Shen.She's riding a bike hoh!Sort of wave pattern de.But i salute & envy girls with bikes.Cos bcos of that Mr.Tan,i gave up this dream of mine.Nvm,I will get him to buy me a car instead.Integra or civic will do. =D

Headed over to kallang mac.I was so freezing damn cold!!! and we still sit inside mac & Mr.Tan still can eat Ice cream!(Siao!)Smoke & slack again cos it's raining again.I would never wan to chiong back de so wait for the rain to stop before we go.Home sweet home & sleep! =)

P.s: Thanks for the 爱心早餐. iloveyou.

I had a very bad dream last night.It's so vivid that i can remember every single details.I was out with Evelynne & when we are going back into my house,i saw a lil girl behind us.It seems that she has been following us.I asked her where she stay & she replied 8th floor.In my dream im staying at 9th storey.
Then suddenly she say she's going back home & she jump out of the building,climbing onto the walls & go down 1 storey.Den,she jumped down & fall on the ground,in a pool of blood.I was so terrified.The next moment i saw her standing up & walked away! Oh gosh,den i ask Evelynne to see.But she cant see a thing.

What is this dream trying to tell me?
Why am i having this dream?
Why do i still remember it so clearly?

I hope it's just a dream.I hope nothing will happen.I hope it's all my imagination.

Yiru & co. jio malaysia.Im feeling so moody.I dont feel like going yet don wish to be alone at home.How?
I'm so unhappy right now. =(

Went Escape @ Downtown East to celebrate her birthday.I suggested it as i've never been to there!(Laughs.)Meet up with her & Yiru at Kallang MRT den trained over to pasir ris.We are all famished so went for our brunch at MacDonalds once we reach there.Planning for KFC initially but it's closed down.

Head over to Escape when we are done smoking & realised that actually NTUC members gets to enjoy 2 for 1 during sundays!That means we only need to pay 10bucks for it.So worthy..(Laughs.)Proceed in & start having fun!!(I'm just lazy to elaborate lah.)
Anw,waiting for Emmy to send me the photos.I guess she KO-ed once she's home. =)
Btw,I have to emphasis on that today expenses are all sponsored by my dearest Mr. Tan!

Congrats to Evelynne that she gave birth to Baby Keison on 14th October.Im sorry girl,didnt go over to visit you.I was too tired. =)

Im getting more & more frustrated with my work.The colleagues,the in charge,the area manager & even the place makes me puke.I admit some is good,while some sucks.Dont raise your fucking voice at me even if you are a senior!If not because there's customers i sure wont give you face.You wont be that lucky the next time.Jia you hoh peiying!

Anw,i wanna get a new phone asap if not my blog would be very boring.Thinking of getting LG viewty or E71.Which one is better?Still deciding..